Less (internet) is More (quality life) for Me.

posted Oct 12, 2010 | views: 314 | Tags: New York, Tips about choosing wedding dress, vegetarian, fun, vipeak
So, been cutting back and enjoying it. And it's to the point, no one even really tries to contact me back online. Social networking sites are nothing. Anyway, needed to write THAT down for whatever reason.

Back to basics.

Ups and downs and I'm feeling the rollercoaster a bit right now. Mostly people that say something rash, rude, or inconsiderate to me, they are the ones that are depressed and just taking it out on me. To hell with that. I don't have to take that and listen to that. I don't have to leave or get "scared" away either. I can do what I want.


And I remembered when HE(as in ex-friend) told me what to do. He said, "you're gonna get your masters and then your phd." Ummm, I didn't like it then and I don't like it now. Nobody is gonna tell me what to do with my life. I have to figure it out somehow on my own. Let me focus on the here and now and also let me be friends with the girls that I know I need and value their friendship and they tell me and show me that they need and value my friendship in return. No more of this unequalness in friendships.

If I cut you out, ignore you, we're just not meant to be friends. If you make the effort to see me and talk to me (reciprocate my effort) then, yeah we can work with that.

This post is wacky, but so is life. I think I'll call this a purge. But I'll still tag it with the same fun tags. Just wanna have fun. And I'm trying to make life fun. And less internet actually makes life fun. And MORE television & movies makes life fun.

Hawaii Five-0 (the new one) is fun. The two main guys are funny together and pretty cute. NCIS: LA is fun. It's fresher than the original NCIS. And now I watch Grey's Anatomy again. I haven't watched it since it's first season and it's so different it feels brand new. I  like the brand new fresh feeling. I even stopped watching shows that were depressing like Mad Men and Sons of Anarchy. Watch stuff that makes you happy, is basically what I told myself.

Ha, I was just thinking that if anyone is reading this, they might think I'm a little nutty. I'm writing whatever comes to mind. I'm even smirking at myself.



Comments

  • moonriver said Oct 12, 2010...
    first you're gonna get your masters.then your phd.then you'll come back to this post and laugh.not because you ranted about your ex-friend,but because you think dating a new york veggie is fun.i really have nothing to say, friend.just pulling your leg for whatever it's worth, at 3:39am and winding up work :-)
  • Me-Myself&I said Oct 12, 2010...
    Well, i agree that the internet can take away some fun in real life....BUT only on sunny days when i can't go out and play. *smile* I haven't watched much tv these days. I come home, get supper, shower and sit here till i go to bed.... which is just in a minute or so. The sun goes down early now and so do i. Anyways... take care and have fun. ~see ya
  • silver_phoenix said Oct 13, 2010...
    moon wolfie man, ha ha ha very funny! NOT!oh wait...yeahyou're right:i'll laugh because I think dating a ny veggie is fun!!!no worries,you just said enough to make me laugh FOR REAL!Silly nightowlYou're a hoot :D
  • silver_phoenix said Oct 13, 2010...
    MeMy&I, hey that's okay! If the early bird truly gets the worm, I guess that mean you've got a bucket-full of worms! :D I hope you squeeze some fun in somewhere in your day though!!
  • Hegemone said Oct 29, 2010...
    Sometimes a good ramble is necessary, and it's good to see you're making good effort to have fun in life and to get yourself on the right path.

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