So odd how I'm either alone, left to my own thoughts, studies, (failed) attempts at writing a new kickass story, multiple searches (employment, love, the happily-ever-after), and then all of a sudden, it's like several people need me or want my attention all at once.

It's gotten to the point where I figured that certain friends are ignoring me because I'm not living near them (but not that far either), and I figured that's fine, whatever. Get back in touch with me whenever. It's not like I'm dependent on their friendship and I don't think they are dependent on mine. But...why am I rambling on about this?

Guess I just felt the need to write it out because it's gotten to the point of intolerable solitude. BUT I have been getting shit done. LOL (at least the immediate shit that's important so I complete my first of many "big life goals") Except I haven't been able to write any awesome stories like usual. It's because I hate my workshop.

Most of the writers in workshop...I swear they haven't taken the prereq's! But besides that, the critiques are vicious, destructive, and the people are just plain rude. It's not an environment that I want to be in, let alone submit my work to. I just gotta push through though. And it's just a pain in my ass.

Plus, I miss people. Ugh. Never thought I'd miss the people I have ended up missing. I hope they are well and miss me at least a little bit.